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eventhou i promised you to let you do things you want to do
its not easy to see all things you’re doing right in front of my eyes
i want to trust you n im trying to
i know dat im hurting, but dis is wut i want
i told you i will be there for you until you dont want me to
wut happen to us beyb?
we’re falling apart… going to different directions
i thought opposite attracts, but we r juz getting further away from each other
i know we love each other so much…
is it because of our differences?
i cant guess wut you want anymore its tearing me apart
y u’re so closed? i want u to tell me wut u want
ssshhgh…. i know dis writing will not gonna get to ur hand
but i really want you to know dat im guna be here
Mom… you always understand me
you said "its ok with me, Juz be happy"
it means a lot to me mom
all your support, you always got my back
You said Love has to sacrifice with no regret n deep from ur heart
i still need to learn a lot bout life n how to love
should i do wutever it takes to be with him even thou if its killing me from the inside?
God is fair right? will i win his heart?
im afraid of losing!
but i guess u juz have to face it if nuthin else workin
i cant force him to stay if he doest want to
its probably karma for treating J before, so dis is wut i get in return