Archive for December, 2005

Dilemaku

Wednesday, December 28th, 2005

dia bilang "aku akan pergi ikuti jejak orang tuaku keseberang lautan!"

dia lanjutkan… "tidak akan ada yg akan merubah keinginanku tuk bersama mereka"

"aku sangat mencintaimu sayang! tapi aku telah mengambil keputusan tuk pergi! jikalau kau tidak mau pergi bersama ku maka disinilah katas kebersamaan kita"

dan kupun menyambut.." aku tak mengerti mengapa sangatlah tergesa… aku bisa memahami apa yg kau rasakan, akan tetapi kau tidak bisa memutuskan untuk pergi tanpa ku!"

"tempat itu tidak berwarna melainkan hitam dan putih. itu bukan tempat untukku sayang!!! aku tak kan bisa bertahan disana dengan mata mereka yg menyelimuti kepergianku kemanapun!"

"maafkan aku, sayang! itu keputusan yg telah kuambil dan takkan ada yg bisa merubahnya!" "ku masih mencintaimu, tapi jika kau tak bisa berpijak disampingku dengan apapun yg akan terjadi, maka maafkan aku tuk perpisahan ini!!!"

"aku tak percaya apa yg baru saja kudengar! pasangan hidupku berkata akan meninggalkanku walaupun masih mencintaiku! pikirkan perasaanku… kumohon… tolonglah pertimbangkan ini sekali lagi…"

i love you with all my heart … please baby!!!

this is me..for whoever wanna noe (part 1)

Monday, December 19th, 2005

well…let’s begin…shall we?!

i was born in jakarta, indonesia

(a wonderful place on earth!!!)

i’m the 1st n d only child from ma biological parents

but i have 2 wonderful brothers from both side which made 4 of’em

Red is ma favorite color

i love any kind of music from kavana to green day to eminem

soccer is ma favorite sport to watch

juventus n alessandro del piero is ma obsession

swimmin n play badminton are ma favorite sports to play

i like shopping like girls do

but i dont look around for things but i already set things i need

i’m picky like hell …

but ma mom said dat i have a good n expensive taste of things

You can say that i’m kinda spoiled (sorry daddy)

I’m really closed to ma mom (miss u mommy)

im finishing ma nursing program…

people said dat im artistic…

(which its people opinion pretty much… im not dat good thou)

i sing all d time.. even thou i sound like a frog

im not a good manager when it comes to ma money…

i guess im pretty generous…hehehe k’d

ma mom said im picky when it comes to things i wanna have

im huge fan of curiousity….

i always wanna noe new things…

im up to tryin things once unless it againsts ma belief

im pretty adventurous (did i spell it rite?!…well… who care)

i eat a lot… n i havent excercise for a loooooong time

(J told me dat i need to start hit the gym like…SOON)

well i juz think dat people have to like me for who i am not wut i am or wut i look like or wutever reasons they have in this world

i hate naive people…(get a damn life!!!)

im emotional but im easy to get along

i dont like to argue but i still do it all the time

i dont dislike someone easily… it takes a lot for me to dislike someone

but when i started not liking someone…trust me..it’s unforgetable…

i dont like messin around! i go to the damn point!

im not good with words dats y some people always get me wrong

im emotional driven person!!! when im angry i said things i didnt mean to

(im sorry baby!!! big time)

im not a cheater… when i care about someone… i go all the way…

                   well i guess thats it for now…..

to be continue……